:: Get Well Soon ::

Donald Duck is now changed to Dark Knight.

Coz he always stay up trough out the night.

And wake me up each day to go to work.

Which obviously he`d be sleepin trough out the day :p

Thanks to Niklas_Zennström and Janus_Friis.

The founders of Skype.

Hehehe.

So.

Dark Knight is in a far away land.

And is down with fever.

Get well soon darling.

My prayers are with you.

Hugs!!

:: Airplanes ::

The wish is for you be here again.
I miss you.

:: :) ::

I have totally abandoned this blog for 2 months.
Surprising that it`s actually shorter than I thought.
I really thought I`ve not been here for a year or something.
Okay the thing is that I have totally forgotten that I have a blog.
Till I logged in to another email and saw some comments there.
Yet I haven’t published them.
And David.
If you`re reading this then u see.
I have an entry posted already now.
Hehe.
Meditation is always good.
I don’t have any way to get back to you.
But drop me your email address I`ll give you the link ;)
:p

I don’t know what to blog about really.
Like a sudden numbness on the brain.
Hehehe.
Truth is that I`ve been really happy with life at the moment.
There are some shits goin on no doubt.
But there is one huge reason for me to wake up with a smile on my face.
Every day.
Thanks to the someone of the far away land.
:) 

Shall write again soon.
If the internet at home is fine.
Lately my internet is bein a b*tch.
Excuse my language :p

I miss my Donald Duck.
:)

:: Life ::

Loads of things have been going on lately.

Too many new actors come and leave on my stage of life.

Too many joys and sorrows pay their visits.

But here I am.

Still standing.

I learn new things about friendship.
I learn that someone you call a friend can always put you in trouble regardless of the years you guys know each other.

I learn that we have to please ourselves first before we start pleasing others.

I learn that it takes a lot of efforts to make a relationship work.

I learn that loving doesn’t mean having.

I learn that someone can really love you despite the distance.

And I learn that people can just change in just a blink of an eye.

In this case.

I am the one who did change.

I am the one who did decide that things were not meant to be.

And I am the one who breaks that heart.

It hurts me so much to hurt that man.
Someone who loves me.
It hurts me when to hear the cries.
A man who cries for you is someone who really love you so much eh?
Am afraid of the future.
Am afraid of hurting him.

I know that future always remain a mystery.
But am just afraid.
Hearing the cries made my heart shattered.
What have I done?
Mother will guide me I know.
:)

Everything in life is merely experience.

That is where you get the wisdoms.

And wisdoms only come thru real experiences.

Despite having too many things to deal with.

I still find myself smiling.

And one of the reasons of my smile is this one tune.

Introduced by a friend who means a lot to me.

Thank you for being there whenever I need.

A friend in need is a friend indeed.
And yes.
I have to hurt this friend too :)
Owh suddenly I feel like Paris Hilton!!
Lol.

And this tune is posted on my blog today.

As a remembrance.

That I will always cherish the time you are around.

I will not forget how you did make me laugh while I cry.

I will not forget how you left your lazing time at home when I was scared and upset.

At some points of life I know you will have to leave.

But I want you to know that you will never be forgotten.

:: Parachute ::

Hye peeps!!

Happy Fly-Day.

Like I always say to someone.

Have a Fabulous Friday.

Well knowing that I work on Saturday won`t make my Friday fabulous anymore.

Hehehe.

Life has been quite challenging lately.

With too much things to do.

And so little time.

Okay tipu.

Not very little time but really loads of things to do.

Hehehe.

:)

Been finishing work quite late at night every day.

But usually I`ll have some companies around.

Relationships with bosses and colleagues are getting better each day.

I don’t mind finishing work late.

Not like I have anything big to look forward to after work.

Except for dinner with Mama.

I mean.

Not every day.

On the other hand.

Things are getting on well with the not-so-new housemates at home.

Hahaha.

These girls are very easy going and fun to be with.

I really thank God that I am no longer haunted by Limah Jong.

I just got to know these girls about 3-4 months but it feels like we`ve known each other for ages.

I love their companies.

Owh yeaaa.

I have not been telling anything about Mr SW lately.

We have been in touch all this while.

Looks like we do not have problems talking to each other after the break up.

And yesterday I found something on FB that made me laugh my lungs out.

Sorry Mr SW!

:p

I found him being on a dating site.

LOL!!

Sorry I don’t mean to embarrass him in any way.

It`s just that.

Well it`s so funny that someone who always say things like

“Relationship will make your life f*cked-up!!”

And

“I am not suitable being in relationship”

“I get bored easily”

And bla bla bla.

And finally u see him on a dating site??

LOL.

I thought you had enough?

No?

Well, probably not a serious relationship.

Right Mr SW?

And when I told him about my discovery he apparently deleted the notifications off.

Kekekeke.

Hye Mr SW!!

I know you would be reading this entry someday!!

Wish you the best of luck okay?

:p

Hurm.

What else.

That someone who contributes a lot to my seronok-ness.

Actually contributes to my migraine-ness also.

Lol.

Something happened.

I just couldnt be bothered anymore.
Let`s see where life is takin me.

Been listening to this song alot lately.
I wonder why :)

Will anyone be there?

:: The Valentines Date ::

Okay.

I am supposed to be very busy today.

But somehow I am still playing around.

Nvm.

Work can always start after lunch.

Muehehehe.

But seriously.

I am scared.

The pending jobs are like.

OMG!!!

Nvm.

That aside.

I wanna write about my so called Valentines dinner.

Hahahaha.

I thought that friend would not call up.

But I was wrong.

He called at 5ish asking me to be ready by 730.

I was freaking worried that I will have to reject him on Valentines itself.

I spoke to someone and he said he knows I can do this.

Fine.

Off I went home.

That friend picked me up at 8pm.

It was raining heavily and he has not booked any restaurant yet.

For he wanted to take me to my favourite Edelweiss.

But nobody was picking up the calls.

So we opted to QE II.

To find the place was full house too.

Then The Sire.

Also full.

It was 930 and I still haven’t gotten hold of my dinner.

We then went back to Bayan Lepas area.

Then decided to just settle with TGI.

Which was also full except for the bar section.

So we took it!

The valentines set was just too simple.

But it was a rip off!

Well.

Everywhere would be like that on Valentines.

The conversation went on so fine.

We talked about almost everything.

When I asked him why did he take me out on such a dinner.

And spend so much money.

He said

“ Draw two lines on a paper and read in between of them.

If you can`t see anything then tell yourself dumb and keep repeating the same thing.

Till you find the answer.

Owh don’t forget to call yourself dumb each time you can`t”

:)

Not that I don’t understand, Mr!

I just refused to.
Skali keluar lagu Lucky by Jason Mraz.
"Lucky I`m in love with my bestfrienddddddddddddddd"
Shaitttttttttttttttttttt!!!

Till he asked me on how do I feel after being single for few months.

I then explained to him that I feel good.

It could be a bit lonely nevertheless but I guess I am doing fine.

I did also explain to him that any relationship could not be easy.

As I do not find any Malay man appealing.

I would be falling for a non-Malay again.

And the same shit will come all over again.

Things like

“We can`t be together”

“I don`t want to convert”

And so forth will definitely hit us at some points.

We then talked about it in more detailed.

That he finally agree with me that I better be on my own now.

That was when he just held my hand and told me.

That if I ever need someone.

On anything at all.

I could always count on him.

Lega you ollssssssssss!!

Lepas tu terus rasa nak terkencing.

So I went to the ladies.

When I was out.

On my way to walk back to the bar.

Dalam dok cat walk with my 3 inch heels.

I slipped!!!

Tergolek dawg u olls!!

Sib baik sket je.

Muahahahaha.

The waiters came to rescue.

Sib baik la aku ter-slipped dgn gorgeousnya.

Kalau aku terkangkang.

Tak ke naiya???

Then we found some drops of ice cream on the floor.

Thank god aku ada bahan bukti mengatakan aku mmg tak salah!!!

Aku tak mabuk!!

Hahahaha.

So when he left me home.

He gave me a hug and say

“Thank you for being my Valentines”

Owh sedey gila.
:(

Then I went back home and pengsan.

When I woke up the next day.

Kaki adalah sangat sakit you olls.

Dok fikir la pasai apa kaki aku sangat sakit.

Owhhhhhhhhh.

Tergolek dawg rupanyaaaaa.

:: Just Another Day ::

It`s Valentines today.

Really thought of spending the night at home.

Watching dvd while lepaking with the housemates.

I really don’t feel like going anywhere.

But what to do.

That friend of mine is eagerly waiting to take me out.

At first he asked which restaurant would I wanna go to.

Now he`s saying he`ll plan everything.

Sounds scary to me.

I really hope he wouldn’t tell me that he likes me.

I mean.

He`s a good friend.

We`ve known each other for ages now.

It is nice having someone who likes us this way.

But never have I imagined that it would happens with friends.

Close friends I mean.

Well nvm.

I shall wait and see what`s gonna happen later.

On the other hand.

I miss someone.

I miss the good time.

I miss the msgs.

I miss the laughter.

Even though yea we do talk once in a while.

Even just now.

:)

But today is quite different.

You.

Why do I not miss you that much?

Something is definitely not right.

I don’t know where this flow is leading me.

I don’t know what is going to happen next.

But I am grateful for what I have today.