:: The Valentines Date ::

Okay.

I am supposed to be very busy today.

But somehow I am still playing around.

Nvm.

Work can always start after lunch.

Muehehehe.

But seriously.

I am scared.

The pending jobs are like.

OMG!!!

Nvm.

That aside.

I wanna write about my so called Valentines dinner.

Hahahaha.

I thought that friend would not call up.

But I was wrong.

He called at 5ish asking me to be ready by 730.

I was freaking worried that I will have to reject him on Valentines itself.

I spoke to someone and he said he knows I can do this.

Fine.

Off I went home.

That friend picked me up at 8pm.

It was raining heavily and he has not booked any restaurant yet.

For he wanted to take me to my favourite Edelweiss.

But nobody was picking up the calls.

So we opted to QE II.

To find the place was full house too.

Then The Sire.

Also full.

It was 930 and I still haven’t gotten hold of my dinner.

We then went back to Bayan Lepas area.

Then decided to just settle with TGI.

Which was also full except for the bar section.

So we took it!

The valentines set was just too simple.

But it was a rip off!

Well.

Everywhere would be like that on Valentines.

The conversation went on so fine.

We talked about almost everything.

When I asked him why did he take me out on such a dinner.

And spend so much money.

He said

“ Draw two lines on a paper and read in between of them.

If you can`t see anything then tell yourself dumb and keep repeating the same thing.

Till you find the answer.

Owh don’t forget to call yourself dumb each time you can`t”

:)

Not that I don’t understand, Mr!

I just refused to.
Skali keluar lagu Lucky by Jason Mraz.
"Lucky I`m in love with my bestfrienddddddddddddddd"
Shaitttttttttttttttttttt!!!

Till he asked me on how do I feel after being single for few months.

I then explained to him that I feel good.

It could be a bit lonely nevertheless but I guess I am doing fine.

I did also explain to him that any relationship could not be easy.

As I do not find any Malay man appealing.

I would be falling for a non-Malay again.

And the same shit will come all over again.

Things like

“We can`t be together”

“I don`t want to convert”

And so forth will definitely hit us at some points.

We then talked about it in more detailed.

That he finally agree with me that I better be on my own now.

That was when he just held my hand and told me.

That if I ever need someone.

On anything at all.

I could always count on him.

Lega you ollssssssssss!!

Lepas tu terus rasa nak terkencing.

So I went to the ladies.

When I was out.

On my way to walk back to the bar.

Dalam dok cat walk with my 3 inch heels.

I slipped!!!

Tergolek dawg u olls!!

Sib baik sket je.

Muahahahaha.

The waiters came to rescue.

Sib baik la aku ter-slipped dgn gorgeousnya.

Kalau aku terkangkang.

Tak ke naiya???

Then we found some drops of ice cream on the floor.

Thank god aku ada bahan bukti mengatakan aku mmg tak salah!!!

Aku tak mabuk!!

Hahahaha.

So when he left me home.

He gave me a hug and say

“Thank you for being my Valentines”

Owh sedey gila.
:(

Then I went back home and pengsan.

When I woke up the next day.

Kaki adalah sangat sakit you olls.

Dok fikir la pasai apa kaki aku sangat sakit.

Owhhhhhhhhh.

Tergolek dawg rupanyaaaaa.

:: Just Another Day ::

It`s Valentines today.

Really thought of spending the night at home.

Watching dvd while lepaking with the housemates.

I really don’t feel like going anywhere.

But what to do.

That friend of mine is eagerly waiting to take me out.

At first he asked which restaurant would I wanna go to.

Now he`s saying he`ll plan everything.

Sounds scary to me.

I really hope he wouldn’t tell me that he likes me.

I mean.

He`s a good friend.

We`ve known each other for ages now.

It is nice having someone who likes us this way.

But never have I imagined that it would happens with friends.

Close friends I mean.

Well nvm.

I shall wait and see what`s gonna happen later.

On the other hand.

I miss someone.

I miss the good time.

I miss the msgs.

I miss the laughter.

Even though yea we do talk once in a while.

Even just now.

:)

But today is quite different.

You.

Why do I not miss you that much?

Something is definitely not right.

I don’t know where this flow is leading me.

I don’t know what is going to happen next.

But I am grateful for what I have today.

:: The Seronok-ness ::

Exactly one week ago I was having so much fun.

Exactly one week ago I felt loved.

Exactly one week ago I felt things I`ve never felt in my life.

But this week.

Everything is back to normal.

Working and working and working.

Kalau la tak payah kerja.

Muehehehe.

Things are going on pretty well these days.

Except for the meroyan-ness that I`ve gone thru 2 days back.

But things seem to be back to the way they are.

What makes things more interesting was that.

Mr Congo was going thru the same meroyan-ness also.

Hahahaha.

I wish everything works well for him this time around.

I hope the special feelings he has towards his “nurse”.

Will get a very good respond from her too.

I hope to see her again, Mr Congo!

She was sweet :)

Me on the other hand.

Have been having this seronok-ness in me each day.

Hehehe.

I don’t want to think of what is going to happen in the future.

Even though I know I have to be realistic.

But I wish not to crack my head thinking of anything unsure.

I prefer to live today for it is.

And leave tomorrow to take care of itself.

And with that.

I am cherishing every single moment I have.

Living in the present is so much fun.

Rather than thinking of what will happen tomorrow.

Coz I don’t even know whether I would be able to see it.

I have picked up a new thing in life to make me happy.

Whenever I feel lonely or shitty.

I`ll go on youtube.

And listen to some songs that would make me feel good.

I`ll listen to Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars.

I`ll be smiling as if he is singing for me.

Same goes to Ne Yo`s One In A Million.

Well no one sings for me rite?
Baiklah aku perasan sorang2.
Lol.

Afterall I`ll feel good about it.

Hahahaha.

" When I see your face.
It`s not a thing that I would change.
Coz you`re amazing.
Just the way you are.
And when you smile.
The whole world stops and stares for a while.
Coz girl you`re amazing.
Just the way you are."

*Faintt!!!*

:: Suka Jadi Duka ::

Hurm.

Not a very good Monday it seems.

Hahaha tu la org tua2 kata.

Jangan suka sangat.

Nanti sedey.

Kan dah kenaaaaa!!

Today.

A very2 good friend of mine was giving me a hint that he will propose on Valentine`s Day.

I shall not write what he said.

But it was very clearly stated.

He even asked me out for Valentine`s itself.

I feel like crying.

I am not into him at all.

He`s just a good friend I know ages ago.

We are close and he always come to take me out.

But I am not into him.

Shaittttt laaaa.

:(

:: Dirty Bit ::

Holla!!

It`s Monday again and I am smiling.

Which is good I think.

Hahaha.

The CNY Holiday has been pretty good.

Mind blowing in fact.

Well I have not been writing here for quite sometimes.

Have loads to tell but not sure how to put everything in words.

This song best describes the whole situation.

I have forgotten that life could be all about happiness.

Yes life is full of ups and downs.

But all we have to do is to treasure each moment we have.

The hell with those who don’t appreciate.

That is not the end of life.

:: Happiness ::

It`s been a while since I last updated this blog.

Loads have happened but I dunno whether or not to blog about them.

But I am feeling happy each day now.

Which I hope will stay.

I can`t wait for CNY holiday.

I hope I`ll have fun even though I`m so nervous.

I am also looking forward for May to come.

Will be lepaking in Langkawi with Cik Putis and Mr Congo.

This couple of weeks of this new year.

Have made me smile a lot so far.

Though I am having sedikit masalah kesihatan.

Asyik membuang aje.

But overall everything has been good.

God.

Please make this happiness stay.

:)

Hugs.

:: Kenangan Terindah ::

Berjiwang di kala busy adalah syorga.



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