:: Lately ::

Hey Bloggy.
Love you!

Hurm.
Am not feeling good today.
Actually have not been feeling good lately.
I feel lethargic for something am not very sure of.

Job.
Quite busy now preparing for the huge group to come.
Been going back late everyday.
At times rasa tension jugak.
Sebab bila ada plan malam2 then kena cancel pulak.
Tak pe la.
Hopefully bukan selalu.
Tapi keje mmg best!

Family life.
Heard that Papa buat hal lagi.
Ada marka kot!!
Siapa naiyakan mama saya.
Nanti terima la balasannya.

Love life.
Been good most of the time.
But I realized am becoming more sensitive.
Day by day.
Why?
"I pun tak tahu".
Bak kata Zee Avi.
This morning sentap lagi with Mr BF.
Not sure whether that sentap-ness was becoz I was pissed.
Or becoz I simply didn`t know what I felt.
Or was it because I know I was wrong?
But we both have said sorry.

Yoga.

Lately feel a bit different.
It`s hard to concentrate.
Keep on losing focus.
And yea I can`t really feel any breeze or catches.

Sleep.
Macam biasa la after 11pm.
But lately slalu mimpi.
Non-stop.
Sometimes mimpi hantu.
Mimpi pelik2.
Last time i dreamed of Encik Man.
My malay ex.
Was sleeping with my ex best friend!!
Sleeping je ek tak buat pape okay!
I know they have been having this "close relationship".
Lantak la korang!

But.
Dah lama tak rasa ada hantu kat sekeliling.

Lately I can feel.
2 nights back.
That thing passed by.
I was in the kitchen.
When I was sleeping.
I felt it was outside of the room.
When I woke up.
Something tried to open up my door.
Couldn`t be Limah Jongs coz she was not at home by then.
Then "it" switched on d fan or what in the hall.
Amende lagi dia nak drpd aku?
Dah setahun lebih tak nampak dia.
Now dia dtg lagi.
Kenapa ek?

Hanya Tuhan yang tahu.