:: She`s Getting Engaged ::

An old bestest (hehe) friend of mine.
Just sent me a msg on FB.
Inviting me to her place on 3rd day of Eid.
Which got me asking.
“Nak tunang ke?”
I had a feeling that was the occasion.
And she said.
“Oupss..yup!
Buat kecik aje.
Datang tau!”
I smiled.

There`s no best word to describe what I feel now.
I mean.
Definately not the sayu2 type.
Like.
“OMG.
My best friend is getting engaged!!”
Well I wish that was the feeling that I have now.
But it`s not that.
It`s more to.
Time flies so fast!!

This got me thinking.
Yea time really did fly so fast.
12 years back we knew each other in high school.
We spent that precious 5 years.
Doing everything together.
We shared everything we had.
We even shared our parents.
I used to stay over at hers.
She came over to mine.
We were inseparable by then.
The bond was just so strong ppl used to call us.
“A-B”.
Say my name was A.
And hers was B.
Ppl would call her “B-A”.
And called me “A-B”.

We laughed together.
We cried together.
We went through ups and downs.
We shared everything.

But after we have left school.
Everything changed.
She went her way and I went mine.
She has changed.
We have lost contact.
I would paused when ppl asked me about her.
Coz I didn’t have the answer.

We got back together one day.
We decided to meet up.
Catching up was not so fun as she was being quite reserve.
Not her fault actually.
She has been surrounded by good ppl.
Unlike me.
:)

We met for 3 days in a row.
Coz after that we heard of one of our friends.
Fighting for her life when she had some brain tumour.
We went to visit.
A day after the friend passed away.

That was the last day I met this good friend of mine too.
After that she was gone again.
And today she came messaging.

Well.
Just like Achik.
This girl came back into my life.
For a while.
Then gone again.
Then come again.
But I know Achik is there to stay.

Probably I should understand that everybody has life.
Everybody has things to do.
But is it difficult to stay in touch once a while?
Or am I just a friend ppl come and look for when they need something?

When things like this happen.
I miss BFF.
I miss Cik Putis.
I miss Ms D.
This ppl have never left me alone.

Thank you for always being there, girls!

And B.
Congrats on your engagement.