:: Caca Merba ::

Hey bloggy.

Enough said by the title,this entry would be a caca merba one.
I dun even know if i spell it rite,but yea that`s the words i mean.
This entry is consist of a few events that had taken place for the past 1 week.

Lets start up with the interview I had.
Went to KL with Mr BF,at night we visited his old fren back in UK.
Were talkin,talkin and talkin,we dint realize it was midnite.
Rushed back to the hotel and started preparing for the big day.
Need not to mentioned what happened at the hotel but we couldnt sleep till 7am.
hehe.
Woke up at 730 to get ready.
Thanks to MAC my make up that day was so cunnn giler!
Maunye tak cun aku berhabis dekat 600!!!!*shhh*
For the first time in mylife Mr BF said that I looked hot with make up on.
He usually like me lookin natural.
So everythin was ready I was very nervous.
On our way to the hall,we saw loads of hot supermodel-looking girls headin the same direction.
I was still okay till I went for the 1st screening.
I had to reach 212cm on tiptoe, but I failed.
I could only reach 209cm.
I was rejected.
Went out to Mr BF.
Told him.
He thought I was kiddin.
Till he saw the tears on my eyes.
Before we came for the interview,he measured for me and he said I could reach 220.
Which honestly,I doubted it.
But I dint tell.
So that was it.
I failed before I even started.
Went back to the room,I cried my heart out.
Thanks to Mr BF for bein a very good listener and supporter.
I called up to Mama,and to BFF in Aussie.
BFF sounded sick though.
Sorry I didnt ask how were you doin.
I was so upset by then.
Mak pasrah tapi mak marah okay??!!


This was how I looked in the hotel room.
Meroyan okay!!Sib baik Mr BF cam handsome masa tu..apa kena mengena??

After so much of talkin,convincin,gatain abit here and there.
We came out with a decision that we need to forget the past and move forward.
Then we also decided to drop by Zoo Negara to have fun with Mr BF`s relatives.

We had soooo much fun there.
The best was thissssss fav animal of mine.



I was so the very2 gedik melompat lompat tak hengat lupa segala gundah gulana when i saw this peacock.
Seriously I wish I could adopt one.
Then we came back to Penang.
It was good that eventhough I failed but I had a good time with him in KL again.

Back to work on Monday.
Bosses are like shit.
Well I dun even know how to describe them here.
But I have decided that I`ll tender my resignation next Monday.

But I have received an offer to join a free lance project for a year.
That I thought was not a bad idea afterall coz I have nuthin to lose.

And last nite.
I`ve met up with an old friend.
Sumthin happened between us coz of sekor batu api yang kecik2 tanak mampos,besar2 menyusahkan org!!
But everything was cleared between us last nite and she could help to find me a job as well.

Last words,
GOD IS GREAT!!