:: March 10th 2010 ::

empty.
i feel very empty today.
thanx bff for spending your time chatting with me.
pasni kene letak entry manja2 gatai since si chenta hati kertu ko dah tau blog tu!oupps!!

mr bf.
i miss him lately.
eventhough he`s always there for me.
but since he practices a lot of yoga and meditation these days.
he doesn`t really speak much.
i know i used to tell him to change for a bit.
coz he tends to speak his mind out without thinking that he could hurt others.
and now he has changed.
but that`s it.
i miss the old him.
at times.
he`s too cool.
i dun feel the excitement.

mama.
i pity her.
she has to bare with all the morons at home.
who do not take her feelings into consideration.
at all.
ma.
i love you.
i will take care of you.
i wish those morons would realize that they are no ones without you.

papa.
you`ll never change.
you hurt mama so much.
you dont care about her.
you dont care about the family.
you dont feed the us.
you`re a bad man on earth but what to do.
you`re a father of mine.

adik n ayish.
you`re hurting mama so much.
you`re too rude with her.
dont you ppl realize if she is not there you`ll be dead?
who will take care of you?
who will give you money?
who will feed you?
papa?
dream on!

hearing mama out everyday hurts me so much.
but i am the only one she has left.
i feel very empty.

ma.
i love you so much.

p/s:happy bday J.