:: Romantic? ::

Ohaiyo gozaimas,bloggy!

I am at work.
Still having fever.
It has been a week now.
But it doesn`t seem to be improving.
I get very cold at night.
Coughing like I am gonna die of TB.
And I get super-duper body ache in the morning.

But what do all that have to do with the title?
I dont even know.
Hehe.
But I wanna write about that particular word.
Romantic.

Are you a romantic person?
I am.
In fact I am hopelessly romantic I can be annoying.
Hehe.
Who doesn`t like being spoiled by their loved ones?
Who doesn`t like being hugged?
Who doesn`t like holding hands while walking?
I do!
But some people don`t.
Well.
I don`t know if they really don`t.
But yea they don`t show that they do.

Despite having probs between them.
Mama and papa still do walk together holding hands.
At times.
Even when we are there together.

And I see loads of couples do the same.
Here and there.
In real life.
And the movies.
I watch a malay series.
Called AdaMaya on TV3.

I envy them.
Adam played by Sein of Ruffedge is hopelessly romantic.
Gila aku sukaaaaa!!
Sehingga menggigit jari.

But my other half is totally different.
He is not romantic.
At all!
I mean not in the public.
He doesn`t even hold my hand when we walk.

He walks his way and I walk mine.
I miss those days when we first started up.
The first few months were heaven!
Is it really true when people say.
"Tak dapat lagi tak pe la.
Dah dapatttt..abis!"

Well.
Perhaps.
Hehe.
Every time I hold his hand.
He will let go after few seconds.
Unless we are crossing the road.

                                           Sdg melintas

After we get to the other side.
He lets go again.

                                           Selepas melintas

Saya pasrah.
Huhu.
I know he loves me.
I know he cares.
He is with me every single day.
But I don`t know why he just doesn`t show it no longer.
Bosan ke?
Aku ni manja nak mampos.
Clingy kot?
But I think it`s better for him not to be romantic with me.
Rather than cheating on me!
Adakah ayat di atas untuk menyedapkan hati?
Entahlah!

P/S: This entry is not out of anger or so much of pasrah-ness.
        Just letting some feelings out.
        No intention of hurting or pointing bad things about anyone.
        At all.