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I`m kinda free throughout this whole week.

Not much tasks.

And all is done now.

Had lunch with Mr Congo just now.

Papa came over to show off his new Benz.

Menyampah pule saya.

Ayahanda saya itu sangat suka berlagak.

But nvm.

I don’t want to spoil my mood talking about him now.

May God bless him.

And his car.

I started reading about free meditation when I get back to the office.

I`ve graduated from my meditation class for about 2 months now.

Time flew so fast.

I have not been meditating much these days.

And I don’t feel as energetic as before.

The time I was meditating every day I mean.

It`s true what Rethna said.

Once you stop doing it.

You are slowly losing it.

But I guess there`s so typical human attitude.

We tend to take what we have for granted.

When we have something.

We are not taking care of it.

When we lose it.

We`ll seek for it to be back again.

So selfish of us.

Hurm.
Me I mean.

Meditation is good to release stress.

Meditation is also good for blood circulation.

And above all.

Meditation is very good for emotions.

No wonder I have not been feeling so good lately.

Coz I have not been meditating properly.

I could say I have not been meditating at all.

Stakat seminggu skali.

Atau meditate masa susah je buat apa kan?

Some might say.

Daripada meditate sume ni baiklah ko pegi solat suma.

Lagi bagus.

Dapat pahala.

Dapat ketenangan.

Betul.

Saya setuju.

Tapi saya slalu malas.

Apa la nak jadi dgn saya ini?

:(

Saya tanak komen pasal ni.

But with meditation.

I know that I can be balanced.

I`ve been there.

I`ve done that.

I`ve experienced so many miracles.

That`s why I know.

Regardless how bad a situation could be.

Insya Allah I would be fine.

And with that.

I am all ready for a break up that is gonna come soon.

Between me and Mr BF of coz.

It`s all gonna happen.

Sooner if not later.

And it`s all for good.

I did ask Mama few days back.

What does she think if one day I happen to break up with Mr BF?

She smiled and said

“Hidup sendiri..fikir betul2 mana yg baik utk masa depan”

Thank God.

I have the coolest Mom on earth.

I thanked God Mama tak meroyan dan cakap

“Kalau nak break up ko stay sampai 3 tahun tu buat apa?”

Ma.

You`re the best!

New life is coming ahead.

New steps are to be taken.

New BF is to be found.

Hahahaha.

There`s a new class starting on next week.

I`ll be going again.

I miss Rethna.

I miss Mother.

:)