:: That Man ::

                   We never get what we want,
                   We never want what we get,
                   We never have what we like, 

                   We never like what we have,

                   And still we live & love.

 

Found this in my inbox earlier.

I don’t know if I could agree more.

But I guess that`s so typical human desire.

We tend to long for more.

And most of the times when we have something.

We tend to take them.

For granted.

I know someone who is not happy with what he has.

Someone who was very close to me once.

So many similarities I thought I had found what I have been looking for.

But that did not last long.

Sometimes we are like strangers to each other.

Arguing over stupid stuffs.

I treasure what we have now.

As I always try to be in the present.

But it doesn’t work that way for him.

He always think of his past.

How good the life he had abroad.

How good the soil had been to him.

How happy he was back then.

I know he was forced to come back.

I know he was not happy.

I know he tried but he couldn’t.

I know he is not happy.

I wouldn’t say what we have means nothing to him.

But I know what we have is nowhere near his dreams.

Looking back at all his pics when he was abroad.

Breaking my heart apart.

He looked happy.

He looked radiant.

The life he has now.

Is hell to him.

The life he has now.

Is killing him by day.

The life he has now.

Means nothing but hatred.

Disappointments.

I have nothing to fulfil his dreams.

Some might call me stupid.

But I wish I could return the life he had.

Or at least make him goes abroad again.

But too bad.

I am handicap myself.

I do understand his sorrows.

I do understand the life he is going through.

I do understand the desire of getting what we want.

But there is nothing I could do.

To change the world for him.

As much as he thinks that this is not the life he chooses.

The same thought I have in mind.

This is not something I choose, too.

But.

If this is my destiny.

There is nothing else I could do.

Than to pray a lot.

And accept things the way they are.

But one thing for sure.

I never want him to be stuck with me.

Forever.

Some changes are coming soon.

I hope these changes would make him feel better.

And I will keep praying.

That one day.

He`ll be abroad.

And he will be a happy man again.

And to him.

I am sorry I am not being a good thing for you.

I am sorry that you think the number of arguments are more than the good conversations.

I pray that you will get what you have been dreaming of.