:: Life ::

Loads of things have been going on lately.

Too many new actors come and leave on my stage of life.

Too many joys and sorrows pay their visits.

But here I am.

Still standing.

I learn new things about friendship.
I learn that someone you call a friend can always put you in trouble regardless of the years you guys know each other.

I learn that we have to please ourselves first before we start pleasing others.

I learn that it takes a lot of efforts to make a relationship work.

I learn that loving doesn’t mean having.

I learn that someone can really love you despite the distance.

And I learn that people can just change in just a blink of an eye.

In this case.

I am the one who did change.

I am the one who did decide that things were not meant to be.

And I am the one who breaks that heart.

It hurts me so much to hurt that man.
Someone who loves me.
It hurts me when to hear the cries.
A man who cries for you is someone who really love you so much eh?
Am afraid of the future.
Am afraid of hurting him.

I know that future always remain a mystery.
But am just afraid.
Hearing the cries made my heart shattered.
What have I done?
Mother will guide me I know.
:)

Everything in life is merely experience.

That is where you get the wisdoms.

And wisdoms only come thru real experiences.

Despite having too many things to deal with.

I still find myself smiling.

And one of the reasons of my smile is this one tune.

Introduced by a friend who means a lot to me.

Thank you for being there whenever I need.

A friend in need is a friend indeed.
And yes.
I have to hurt this friend too :)
Owh suddenly I feel like Paris Hilton!!
Lol.

And this tune is posted on my blog today.

As a remembrance.

That I will always cherish the time you are around.

I will not forget how you did make me laugh while I cry.

I will not forget how you left your lazing time at home when I was scared and upset.

At some points of life I know you will have to leave.

But I want you to know that you will never be forgotten.