This particular song had indeed made a huge impact to my life.
I used to listen to this tune when I fought with my Malay ex.
That was like 4-5 years back.
I found it to be very soothing.
But I did not really understand why.
I then broke up with that Lelaki Yang Bijaksana.
Meroyan jugak la nangis2 bagai.
But there was a friend who was always with me.
To calm me down.
To hear me out.
Tetengok after a while jadik BF aku pulak.
Muahahahaha.
I called him “A”.
Quite a cool man.
Not a Muslim so he openly told me that he likes spiritual things.
But he did not practice any.
Hehehe.
He used to talk about humanity.
Good deeds ; KARMA.
“A” liked Coldplay a lot too.
He made me listen to Coldplay over and over again in his car.
The only tune of Coldplay that I liked was Fix You.
But after listening to them a lot.
I discovered that their tunes are all very soothing.
With deep meanings.
Beside Fix You, I liked Yellow and Viva La Vida so much.
I then broke up with A because of some unfortunate circumstances.
:)
Meroyan lagi coz this time was not because of betrayal or anything bad.
Just because I did not want him to hurt his mother even more.
I had to let go.
Again kept on listening to Fix You.
Since then I had this status on my msn.
“ Lights will guide you home.
And ignites your bones.
I will fix you.”
Till today.
:)
And now.
I still do.
Whenever I listen to Fix You.
I feel very calmed.
With good vibrations.
Hehehe.
Now I am a bit into meditation.
I know ppl would say as a Muslim it is HARAM for me.
To be doing all that.
But mengikut hati saya yang kecik dan tidak pandai ini.
I think there is nothing wrong when I do meditation.
You don’t have to say all the Mantras if you do not want to.
Coz for some it could be misleading.
But it is usually the other way round.
When we know what it means :) .
(Now people might say
"Mantra ko ada masa nak translate.
Quran ade ko translate tak?"
Hehe.)
Meditating without saying a mantra.
All you have to do is to sit comfortably.
Close your eyes and try to clear your mind.
Thoughtless mind would make you feel at peace.
Thoughtless mind would make you lower down your ego.
You can listen to soothing songs while doing so.
Yang penting kita tahu Allah itu SATU.
This is my 2 cents anyway.
Sorry if this statement is too sensitive for others.
Few days back I found this one blog.
Frankly speaking I`ve never heard of Ninie Ahmad.
But after reading her blog.
I can smile with satisfaction.
I finally know why do I like Coldplay`s tunes so much.
Specially Fix You.
It`s all about spirituality.
Chris Martin is a yogi himself.
That`s not something new for some ppl.
But for me.
It`s freaking exciting!!!
The rock star is a yogi!!!
I would like to join BeYoga.
It looks cool.
Always wanted to learn yoga.
But never had the chance to.
Ms Ninie Ahmad.
Will you have any class in Penang, please?
Hehehe.
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lol :)
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