:: Suratan Atau Kebetulan? ::

Hey Love!

Today is abit boring.
Maybe because I have finished up most of the things.
But hold on.
Most of the things dont mean everything!
Hehe.
Baiklah saya mengaku.
Saya malas hari ini.
Tapi saya buat keje banyak dah tadi.
Ye lah ye lah.

Anyway.
I am kinda worried over something.
I have a Malay ex bf.
Dia la manusia yang buat saya serik dgn lelaki melayu.
We broke up like ages ago.
Should be more than 4 years now.
Sangat cepat masa berjalan.

After we broke up.
We have never bumped into each other.
At all.
But he came once to pick my bro up for a movie.
I didn`t really speak to him tho.
After that we just talked on the phone.
Once in a blue moon.


Saya ada nampak kat FB dia yang saya curi2 tgk.
Gatai kan?!
Anyway.
Dia letak pic froggy!

Dok kata rindu Froggy.
Sebab dah dekat 3 tahun tak tgk.
Dia dok buat pasrah la sangat.
Dia tatau kira ke dah 4 years???
Anyway this froggy is my 21st bday gift from him.

Then we have never met again.
But lately.
Saya selalu nampak dia!
Started from the midnight movie that me & Mr BF decided to watch.
Iron Man II.

Me and Mr BF never liked watching midnite movie.
We prefer to sleep on Saturday night.
Lalala!
Movies we watched usually start at 9plus.
But that one day.
Mr BF had something up with the family.
So we decided to watch at midnight.
Mr BF wanted to go to the gents.
So I went in alone first.
Masuk je cinema I knew someone was looking at me.
Till I got to our seats.

Bila tgk je nampak Incik X-Man sdgn memandang dgn pandangan mata sayu.
Laju2 saya pandang kat tempat lain u olls!!
When Mr BF came in.
Lagi la saya nampak Incik X-Man memandang dan tertunduk.
Nyampah pula saya.
Oups!

And lately.
Slalu nampak dia.
Memang nampak ye bukan terbayang!
While driving.
While eating.
While shopping.

But usually I just pretended like I never did see him.
Tadi saya nampak dia comment kat 1 FB status.
Ada org tu kata  
"Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mahu mencuba. Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup. Jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya...."

Skali Incik X-Man commented

"katakan saja kamu tidak mcintainya lagi, jika hati dan perasaan kamu tidak ada didalam hatinya,lupakan saja aggaplah ia sebagai kenangan.."

Saya tatau kenapa saya gatai pi tgk!
Dah la lately asyik jumpa dia.
Nyampah pun ada!
But something triggered my mind.

1 - Awatkah tak penah nampak dia dgn pompuan?
     Masa ada aku dolu berlambak pompuan dia angkut!!
     Taubat ke kena HIV?
     Hish aku nih!!!

2 - Jangan la jodoh aku dgn diaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
     Awat slalu jumpa dia nihhhhhhhh?????

Mak takot u olls!!

P/S : Robert Downey Jr is hawttt!!