:: I Am A Big Big Girl ::

Those were the days when things were goin on very smoothly.

We loved this song coz it was very meaningful by then.

But now it is no longer a matter.

The game is over.

The love has far away gone.

The  desire of his I mean.

The love as someone so close and has taught each other a lot.

Would always be there.

I am grateful that I am not meroyan-ing now.

I am grateful that we ended this in a good way.

I am grateful that I will finally have my life back.

Not to say that my life with him was a hell.

But it was a bit of a disaster.

Hahaha.

I am glad that we are still friends.

Quite shocking that he finally decided on trying to have.

A friendship after a relationship.

:)

I miss those days when we`ll have fun at night.

I miss those days when we woke up smiling to each other.

And I miss those days when we always had something to do before leaving to work.

;)

Those were the days.

Really.

I know things have been planned.

I know everything has been destined.

But I also believe that what had happened was my Karma.

We know that God pay us back in cash rite?

There was a man who loved me so much.

Who was willing to sacrifice everything for me.

Who was willing to convert to marry me.

But I left him.

In fact I didn’t even take him seriously.

Because he was a freak who kept track about everything in my life.

Hehehe.

So now I have someone who doesn’t bother at all.

I mean I had.

Hahaha.

Life has taught me sooo much!!

But now.

I am all prepared if not so geared up.

I am looking forward to what life has to offer.

I am looking forward an emotionally-stabled life.