Wednesday, November 10, 2010

:: Single & Lovin` It ::

I don’t really feel like updating this blog today actually.
Well.
It`s not that saya frust menonggeng tergolek dawg suma.
I am glad to say that it`s not that at all.
I am in fact a better human being.
And I am proud of myself.
Ecehhhh!!

Bukan la tak sedey langsung.
Sedey la jugak memula.
Nak kata tak lalu makan pun tak jugak.
Cuma abit slow la.
Satu sudu.
Satu suduuuu.
Tiga pinggan licin!
;)

I don’t feel so heartbroken really.
I feel so relieved after I broke up.
But I won`t deny that I was pissed of the way I was treated.
That one I will admit.
Definitely.
But to think of it.
There is no point having so much of hatred in me.
Not like it`s gonna change anything.
So I let go.

We`re still friends.
And I hope this friendship will work better than a relationship.
It is normal that once in a blue moon I would feel like I miss him.
But he would be just a call away ;)

Probably I am fine because I am still having him around.
Well I have not met him for few days now.
But I am fine.
Probably also I am fine because I am grateful of what I have.
The same life.
The same people around.
But no heartache.
Not having the feeling of being unappreciated.
Owh I tell you God is great!
Saya redha.

In fact I am happy of the way I am living my life now.
I`ve got to meet my friends.
And free to lepak till 2-3am.
I`ve got to meet Mama almost every day.
Well more or less the same routine but definitely better than last time!

This morning when I came to work.
I received an email with a quote that made me smile.
“Single doesn’t always mean lonely.
Relationship doesn’t always mean happy.”
Who ever came up with this quote.
You`re brilliant!

I am happy of what I have now.
I am grateful.
And guess what?
Very few friends of mine know that I broke up.
And worse was when most of them say things like
“Congratulations!”
And
“Let`s celebrate!!!”

Hahaha.
Thank you for being so mean u peeps!

Owh there was an Iranian guy who hits on me last week.
Not proud of it though.
But it`s good to know that I am not so UNdesirable anyway.
;)


I leave you guys with this tune.
I am so outdated that I only heard about Maher Zain today from Ms D.
I dont even know that he was here for a concert.
Cool tune though.

Thank you Ms D.
This is very soothing!!

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