:: Again ::

Perasaan adalah sangat sunyi.
Sangat empty.

Rasa mcm there`s nothing for me to look forward to.
Bangun pagi pun dah tak happy mcm dolu.
Dah tak de nak gelak2.
Nak senyum2.
Guess it`s too much of negativities.
: )

I feel like everything I have in life is taken away from me.
Bit by bit.
2-3 days back was the worst disaster.
When I felt like a group of ppl who I just found.
And who I just called family.
Was taken away from my life.
Rasa mcm tercabut nyawa.
Sangat2 kecewa.

But the next morning.
All the frustrations were swept away.
Saya cuba menjadi seorang manusia yang baru.
Tapi kemudiannya negativity itu kembali lagi.
Sampai hari ini.

Mungkin sbb saya rindu.
Nak di sayang2.
Mungkin sbb saya sedey.
Dan mungkin sbb am left alone.
But I have been taught to be detached.

Sedey jugak.
Coz nowadays I hardly feel the good vibration.

Kenapa?
Sbb saya lupa.
Sbb saya lalai.
Sbb saya tak berdisiplin.
Atau sbb saya mmg tak de di hati siapa2?

All I need is the thoughtless awareness.
That is all I am asking.

Sorry.
Entry meroyan skali lagi.