Monday, October 4, 2010

:: Monday Morning ::

Just got into the office a while back.
Feel very tired as I am having my “best friend” with me.
Boss is coming in today and it doesn’t really feel nice.
Hehehe.
I need TLC on my first day of period.
Not a lot of works!
Okay tetiba emo.
Hehehe.

I was reading Limah Jong`s blog.
Now I realise that she has a stalker.
That is me!!
Hahaha.
Well I never wanted to stalk her.
Just curious on what lie she has today or yesterday.
Okay I am a stalker!!
Hahaha.

I actually wanna write about something.
I know I am not always right.
I have my flaws and scars.
And when others are doing wrong.
(In my eyes)
I shouldn’t really complain.
I mean.
I am a human being anyway.
I can`t just not complain at all.
I am no saint.
But I can always minimize it.
(Except for the times I get totally pissed!)

I actually feel bad when I complained about someone last week.
Not that I feel it because he`s being good to me now.
No.
But I see that he is not that bad after all.
We are human.
We have our wants.
We have our needs.
And what I want might not be the same as you.
And my needs may not be delivered by you.
I do know that.
But sometimes when he is too rebellious I couldn’t take it.
I`d behave the same way and we`ll be right in War of the Genders.

But I know.
That deep down his heart.
He never meant to hurt me.
It`s just that he got so frustrated with his life.
But I hope one day he`ll realize that these few years we had.
Are surrounded with good vibrations and joys too.
Not only negativities.

What an emotional post on Monday morning.
Tapi.
Ada aku kesah?

Great news is I received 2 packs of Almond Gold Whittaker`s Chocolate from Langkawi.
How I wish I could be relaxing in LGK now!!

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